Gain Not Loss

We were at lunch:me, Lil' Lady, E. Joy and Lissa. the topic of Mira Kipp came up when Marty came up to me and asked me something about what Mira had told him. It was supposedly months ago in October when she told him, but still, a lie was told and I had to find out if this girl I spend most of my time with had started it. I was angry and Lil' Lady could see the hostility building up. she told me that Mira told her the same thing just the day before. By this time, I was ready to just go off.
I was standing at the microwave when she appeared and I told her we had nothing to talk about. I went back to my table and saw that her things were in my seat. I moved them over to her table where she sit. She caamee over to the table and saw her stuff moved and I told her I couldn't trust her anymore and I just couldn't do it. I simply walked away and waited for her to leave.
Once I turned my back on her, I felt release. No more wondering if someone I hungg out with was the one starting rumors about me and no more wondering if the very person who told me abour someone was telling someone somehting about me. It wasn't just the lies. During the time of our friendship i was being subjected to baby daddy drama, sister drama and just her whole messy lifestyle with the running around with boys and sneaking around. i felt like a huge burden was lifted off my shoulder.
I feel so much better and I feel like I can trust everyone around me and that's how it should be. I feel like a better person for knowing when to end a bad relationship even though it was just a friendship. However, in the end, the friendship really didn't mean that much to me.